Listen here duckies and listen well
nothing good comes from human interaction
stay at home
safe
in bed
with the windows shut
with the lights off
on your computer
stay
just stay
Going out with friends isn't worth it
today wasn't even all that fun honestly
sure the whole being social thing is fun for a bit
but i can't take so much of it at once
it gave me a headache
so bad
i had to just stand under a cold shower for half and hour
AND
I left my phone charger at his house
my phone can not last 12 hours without being charged
I can not last 12 hours without my phone being charged
I have no guarantee of being able to get it back tomorrow
My dad blames me and won't let me use his charger
I BLAME ME
and i
am just tense
uncomfortable
irritable
and oddly angry
and it's all because i left my house
I was soooo wishy washy about going
i didn't care
i didn't really want to go
but i thought being outside my house and among other humans again after so long would be a good thing
I LOST MORE THAN I GAINED
I'm going to cry
i'm probably going to hell
and i'm definitely going to bed
This is the power of friday the thirteenth
I'm thankful that i didn't loose my actual phone
that would have been 3456789386489735 times worse
I know that
And i'm still happy i got to hang with my friends
I am
BUT
STILL
...
...
...
I can't...i just can't...
I FEEEEEELLLLL UUUUUUUGHGHRH okay? And i want to just vent
so let me
leave me
just...no
At this point i won't even try to go get it tomorrow
I'll just wait it out until monday or so
It will be painful
but it's my fault
so whatever
i'll roll up in a ball and suck my thumb when it get's to me
i still have my laptop after all
BYE
nothing good comes from human interaction
stay at home
safe
in bed
with the windows shut
with the lights off
on your computer
stay
just stay
Going out with friends isn't worth it
today wasn't even all that fun honestly
sure the whole being social thing is fun for a bit
but i can't take so much of it at once
it gave me a headache
so bad
i had to just stand under a cold shower for half and hour
AND
I left my phone charger at his house
my phone can not last 12 hours without being charged
I can not last 12 hours without my phone being charged
I have no guarantee of being able to get it back tomorrow
My dad blames me and won't let me use his charger
I BLAME ME
and i
am just tense
uncomfortable
irritable
and oddly angry
and it's all because i left my house
I was soooo wishy washy about going
i didn't care
i didn't really want to go
but i thought being outside my house and among other humans again after so long would be a good thing
I LOST MORE THAN I GAINED
I'm going to cry
i'm probably going to hell
and i'm definitely going to bed
This is the power of friday the thirteenth
I'm thankful that i didn't loose my actual phone
that would have been 3456789386489735 times worse
I know that
And i'm still happy i got to hang with my friends
I am
BUT
STILL
...
...
...
I can't...i just can't...
I FEEEEEELLLLL UUUUUUUGHGHRH okay? And i want to just vent
so let me
leave me
just...no
At this point i won't even try to go get it tomorrow
I'll just wait it out until monday or so
It will be painful
but it's my fault
so whatever
i'll roll up in a ball and suck my thumb when it get's to me
i still have my laptop after all
BYE
To answer questions from previous blog:
- I should have trusted my primary instincts
- Staying home was the better choice
- The sun sucks
- I did get ice cream
Song of the night shall be Bleed Out by Blue October
Listen
don't listen
I don't care









