Bad Luck Friday

Listen here duckies and listen well
nothing good comes from human interaction
stay at home
safe
in bed
with the windows shut
with the lights  off
on your computer
stay
just stay 

Going out with friends isn't worth it
today wasn't even all that fun honestly
sure the whole being social thing is fun for a bit
but i can't take so much of it at once
it gave me a headache 
so bad
i had to just stand under a cold shower for half and hour 

AND 
I left my phone charger at his house
my phone can not last 12 hours without being charged
I can not last 12 hours without my phone being charged
I have no guarantee of being able to get it back tomorrow
My dad blames me and won't let me use his charger
I BLAME ME 
and i
am just tense
uncomfortable
irritable
and oddly angry 
and it's all because i left my house
I was soooo wishy washy about going
i didn't care
i didn't really want to go
but i thought being outside my house and among other humans again after so long would be a good thing
I LOST MORE THAN I GAINED
I'm going to cry
i'm probably going to hell
and i'm definitely going to bed

This is the power of friday the thirteenth 
I'm thankful that i didn't loose my actual phone
that would have been 3456789386489735 times worse 
I know that
And i'm still happy i got to hang with my friends
I am
BUT
STILL 
...
...
...
I can't...i just can't...

I FEEEEEELLLLL UUUUUUUGHGHRH okay? And i want to just vent
so let me
leave me
just...no
At this point i won't even try to go get it tomorrow 
I'll just wait it out until monday or so 
It will be painful
but it's my fault 
so whatever 
i'll roll up in a ball and suck my thumb when it get's to me
i still have my laptop after all 

BYE

To answer questions from previous blog: 

• I should have trusted my primary instincts 
• Staying home was the better choice
• The sun sucks
• I did get ice cream

Song of the night shall be Bleed Out by Blue October 

Listen

don't listen

I don't care 

Mobile Blogging in the Morning

Mobile blogging is like going from mansion luxury to cardboard box omg

You can do nothing here! No colours no gifs no awesome links to stuff just bold and italics 

Marvelous right? I didn't think so. 

Today is a marvelous Friday morning! Unlike the usual I am already out of my house since I've decided to be social today no matter what my primary instinct says! 

The sociality has not begun though...way too early for that shit. Imma just hide in my mom's lunch room until someone comes to find me 

Then around 10 I'll go greet the outside world and horrible sun e.e 

Today's song of the day is 

"Stay" by HURTS 

Listen to it and think of me and my awesomeness 

That's all for now~ I'll tell you how my day goes later 

Was choosing to be social today a good thing? Should I have stayed home and only chatted with my Internet friends? 

Should I have not seen sunlight today? Will I by ice cream? We'll know sooner or later 

Most likely later tho 

Olrightee (yeah spelt it like that on purpose) guise! See you later 

Also I shall be promoting the podcast welcome to night vale 

It's very interesting eerie and funny

Give it a listen to

There's music too 

Adios for now Duckies

This

that's it

thar's the entire  post

seeya later duckies <3